When I get anxious I know I have gone from God’s time to my time and it’s a waste of time. Charles Stanley
I am an avid card maker. At one time I loved to sew, but can’t do that so much anymore because of my eyesight. Instead, I now merge my passion for paper with my love of quilt patterns to create faux quilted cards.
All that paper piecing! Some think it’s too tedious and a waste of time, but I tell people it keeps me sane. LOL!
Last night I began designing a card with a log cabin pattern in an effort to use up some of my scraps that are threatening to take over my craft room. I chose coordinating colors and began to glue the paper strips onto the card.
When I got done, I wasn’t too satisfied with the results. The card looked plain; just a hodge-podge of paper strips glued onto a piece of card stock.. and I didn’t care for the design at all. It needed “something,” but I wasn’t sure what..
Hmmm. Maybe some faux stitching. I grabbed my pen and added some little stitch lines. That helped.. Next I added some embellishments from my stash .Yes! Now it seemed like it was coming together!
A long time ago, I learned that I can’t judge my cards until I finish them. Often in the middle of the project, I just want to throw up my hands and say, “Forget it! This is UH-GLY!” But if I keep at it, I usually end up with a design I am proud to give to a friend or family member.
My life is a lot like that card. God is designing something wonderful with the scraps of my life, but I can’t see the finished product yet.
I have a tendency to get anxious over the unfinished state of my life’s design. When that happens, I try to add my own design elements to make things better. What a huge waste of time and energy since He just has to redo everything again according to His plan.
Lord, Help me not to get anxious as you piece together my life layer by layer. Create a masterpiece which You will be pleased to use to bless Your World. Amen!.