I heard myself telling my friend, “I have one of those crocks. Does your wife want it?” No big deal – I didn’t use it anymore because I had found other ways to make my kraut that were easier for me than dragging out that heavy old crock.
The inner battle to let go of “stuff” started as my inner critic began sputtering, “You can’t give that away. You might need it. You used it this year to make relish. What will you use in its place?”
I ignored the inner critic and dragged the heavy thing out to clean it up for my friend. But just then, an overwhelming need to make sauerkraut one last time in the crock hit me. Since I planned to make some kraut this year anyway, I bought several pounds of cabbage.
But thankfully, reality also slapped me up beside the head and I figured I would do the kraut in small gallon-jar batches like usual because they were more manageable for me. The big crock was not!*
The whole incident did get me thinking. There’s a lot of things I keep that I don’t really use – maybe it’s time to clear out the extra “stuff.” Not only will my house be easier to care for, but others may be able to use the “stuff” I don’t need any more.
In my spiritual life, I also need to clear out “stuff” that I’ve been holdoing on to like emotional baggage, fears, ineffective ways of coping, etc., that I don’t really need that may be hindering me from walking closer to the Lord. By putting him first, he makes my life more manageable by providing just what I need instead of all the clutter that builds up to separate me from him.
Father, help me to keep my eyes on you for the things I really need. Amen.
* Click here for the recipe for making sauerkraut in jars